{"id":12,"date":"2010-09-30T00:25:39","date_gmt":"2010-09-30T05:25:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.farmcitystudio.com\/?p=12"},"modified":"2013-12-27T14:07:39","modified_gmt":"2013-12-27T19:07:39","slug":"what-are-you-gonna-do-about-it","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.farmcitystudio.com\/?p=12","title":{"rendered":"What are you gonna do about it?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Consider your circumstances. Look at the daily situations in which you find yourself. Think of the people in your life. Notice the thoughts that you regularly entertain.<\/p>\n<p>Is everything the way you thought you wanted it last week, last month, last year?\u00a0Everyone has problems, challenges to deal with. \u00a0What are yours?<\/p>\n<p><strong>Welcome to Farm City Studio<\/strong><br \/>\nI want to welcome you to Farm City Studio, a website dedicated to the mosaic artwork of December Lauretano-Haines. That&#8217;s me, December. Some friends call me &#8220;12.&#8221; You can, too.<\/p>\n<p>I started creating mosaics in 2000. Actually, it goes back quite a bit further than that, but we&#8217;ll get to that later. For now, let&#8217;s just start with those tiny pebbles I collected in New Zealand.<\/p>\n<p>It was a fantastic trip in 1997 sponsored by some very gracious friends. \u00a0We started from home in the California Berkeley Hills. The main destination was a journey on foot across the Mackinnon Pass, and we carried everything we needed in our packs. \u00a0Along the way, I was determined to later recall the glory of all the little moments: sunrise over green hills, spectacular views of snow capped peaks, afternoon tea and biscuits at the various lodges where we stayed overnights.<\/p>\n<p>I wanted to carry those memories away with me, so I did. Breaking the rules of responsible eco tourists and trail users, I did a bad thing. \u00a0I left only footprints, but I took more than just pictures.<\/p>\n<p>I took pebbles. \u00a0 Dozens and dozens of them, possibly even a hundred or more. \u00a0All tiny, mostly about the size of peas, they were grey or brown, some smooth, some rough, all beautiful to me in their diminutive completeness. \u00a0I collected them in an empty Godiva chocolate box our group had laid waste to before the start of the trekking adventure. It was light, and empty, but I filled it. And carried it.<\/p>\n<p>For years, actually. \u00a0In the literal sense, I carried it during the 5 days of the hike, adding to its weight and eventually having to find a way to bind it to keep my treasures from spilling out into the bottom of my pack.<\/p>\n<p>I was still carrying it 3 years later when I landed in another place completely. \u00a0Back in Florida, I had carted myself and my belongings into the old and the familiar. Home with my folks, who were also gracious enough to have me.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Finding Martha&#8217;s Cottage<\/strong><br \/>\nBored and seeking to entertain myself, I wandered into a crafts store and spent hours browsing, trying to decide on a project to fill my time. \u00a0I landed squarely where I was meant to when I found myself in the section of that aisle where the few mosaic products were on display.<\/p>\n<p>I began that project with little clue of where it would lead. \u00a0I had bought a few tools and materials at the store, but when I sat down to CREATE, I realized the design had to have some meaning. \u00a0I had to care about it. \u00a0Before I tried that idea on, none of the sketches I thought of were good enough. \u00a0The tesserae I picked up at the store were pretty, but alone they were&#8230;lacking. Still holding on to the life I left behind, I dug my little box of pebbles out of the closet and examined them, sifting through carefully to find ones that matched, that fit together nicely. \u00a0I chose 20 or 30 and incorporated them into a design with the tiles and beads I had selected. \u00a0The remaining pebbles went back into the box. \u00a0MAYBE I\u00a0would find a use for them later on. Maybe not&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>I created that first mosaic as a tribute to the family\u00a0I&#8217;d been blessed to know and be part of in California. I thought the results were lovely. You can judge for yourself.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.farmcitystudio.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_1000.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-29\" title=\"IMG_1000\" alt=\"\" src=\"http:\/\/www.farmcitystudio.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_1000-300x225.jpg\" width=\"180\" height=\"135\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.farmcitystudio.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_1000-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.farmcitystudio.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_1000-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 180px) 100vw, 180px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.farmcitystudio.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_1001.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-medium wp-image-30\" title=\"IMG_1001\" alt=\"\" src=\"http:\/\/www.farmcitystudio.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_1001-300x225.jpg\" width=\"180\" height=\"135\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.farmcitystudio.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_1001-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.farmcitystudio.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/IMG_1001-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 180px) 100vw, 180px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Since then, the art form that is Mosaic has infiltrated my life. \u00a0For some artists, their work is a constant. Something they do no matter what else is going on. For me, it comes and goes. \u00a0I go into a creative frenzy and turn out some pieces, then lay it all down for a while until inspiration strikes again.<\/p>\n<p>What I&#8217;ve noticed though, is that life is very like a mosaic. \u00a0I take the random bits of things, work and family and wonder and sadness, and create the reality in which I live. \u00a0Every day.<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes it looks beautiful. Sometimes&#8211;not so much. These days, success is something I measure by the past decade and where it appears to have gotten me. \u00a0I haven&#8217;t been too happy with what I&#8217;ve been creating. \u00a0It shows.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Piecing Together the Pebbles<\/strong><br \/>\nSeeking inspiration, I began taking out those little pebbles again&#8211;figuratively. \u00a0I started by noticing the thoughts I have and the beliefs behind them. \u00a0What&#8217;s amazing is how much negativity rules the conversation in my mind 24 hours a day. \u00a0As I go about my business, I have a constant stream of arguments with just about everyone. And victim-y little fantasies that I can play out, chapter and verse, complete with\u00a0dialog my mind actually rehearses!<\/p>\n<p>Even in my sleep, I&#8217;ve been so focused on what I DON&#8217;T want, and it comes to life in vivid, horrifying detail in my dreams.<\/p>\n<p>It comes to life during my days, too. In predictable vignettes, my experience nearly mirrors the situations I have imagined. \u00a0The slights and insults at work, the instances of bad luck. Most incredible, the more I concentrate on how things could go badly, the more they seem to do just that&#8211;in Technicolor!<\/p>\n<p>What do you think&#8211;coincidence? I wonder if there really is such a thing.<\/p>\n<p>I dug out the collection of memories and ideas I carry and started making selections about which ones I can use and which ones aren&#8217;t right for the design I&#8217;m seeking.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve begun looking at the future, at what I&#8217;m making every day when I wake up with the blank canvas of a new day in front of me. \u00a0I&#8217;ve allowed my vision to open up and include as possible things I only fantasize about. \u00a0Why couldn&#8217;t these dreams come true?<\/p>\n<p><strong>Playing with Power<\/strong><br \/>\nSome truly creative thinkers have recently helped me find some new ideas to play with.\u00a0\u00a0This is fun! I spend a small fraction of time, maybe five or 10 minutes a day, deliberately dreaming up the stuff I DO want to have happen. \u00a0The more details I can insert in the picture, the better.<\/p>\n<p>And things have started to change. \u00a0Just slightly, but I feel it happening. \u00a0There&#8217;s a little less war in my heart, a little more love. \u00a0 \u00a0A little less fear and frustration. A tad greater sense of power.<\/p>\n<p>The power I have. \u00a0To change the picture. To create a new design. One that I can live in and love.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Welcome to Farm City Studio. 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